odd noises in my head

jeudi, août 26, 2004

what the fuck?

do you really want these people defending you? i don't really think that i do. i mean, i fucking respect other people's opinions. and i respect their fucking religious view, now matter how fucked up i may think they are -- and trust me, i think they are fucked up.

they fucked attacked the mosque. and it's just that simple. they fucking attacked the mosque. what the fuck?

ok, i knew after that first fucking speach by that dipshit, that we were in for crusade vii, texas-style vengance. but the administration went so fucking far out of its way to try and make it seem like it was not just another crusade.

i mean, the president was dropping all of the normal clues that would sort of say that it was not a christian v. muslim sort of thing. and i guess, i didn't really have an arguement from there forth. that's all i really cared about. well ... that's not true. but it will do.

i mean, i don't want anyone to fucking represent me. i don't want to be defended. and i don't want to feel like what i feel on a day to day basis is dependant upon the suffering of others. and that fucking matters.

and i looked at both the primaries and the seconds, and i saw bullshit. i saw that we had all christians on one said, and muslims on the other. and i felt sick. but those fucks said the right thing.

and other than that, people fucking die -- and countries fucking take over other countries. and you know what? the motives usually encircle money.

BANG!!! there's the suprise. did you see it? yeah. that's because it wasn't there.

so why so violent with the engies? that's because what i saw before the attack on this mosque today was the same that i had seen leading up to this crusade.

i was convinced. i thought that they wouldn't attack the mosque. i was thinking that it just wouldn't happen. he could stay in there, and everyone would be cool.

you know, because we weren't fucking romans. defending the name of the empire wasn't of the utmost importance. but you know what? i was fucking wrong. i mean, after all, i love boxing. and that's they way it goes.

we said over and over again, that we would respect the holiness of the site, even if we did not respect the holiness of the cleric.

i mean, really, when the fuck isn't believing in god going to be enough? what the fuck? who the fuck cares about what you believe? i don't ... that's for sure. i really the fuck don't.

and what the fuck did we do? we attacked it. for my freedom. you know what, i never asked that saddam hussien not fucking cut off my arm. i didn't care.

and this is not some pro-islam bullshit. they are just as stupid. let us not forget that this whole retarded chapter started with those fucking bastards and their stupid fucking vengance. and i thought that dubya was the one from texas.

but i guess that i am just narrow minded. yep, people everywhere are that fucking low. what the fuck ever?

yeah.