what the fuck?

do you really want these people defending you? i don't really think that i do. i mean, i fucking respect other people's opinions. and i respect their fucking religious view, now matter how fucked up i may think they are -- and trust me, i think they are fucked up.

they fucked attacked the mosque. and it's just that simple. they fucking attacked the mosque. what the fuck?

ok, i knew after that first fucking speach by that dipshit, that we were in for crusade vii, texas-style vengance. but the administration went so fucking far out of its way to try and make it seem like it was not just another crusade.

i mean, the president was dropping all of the normal clues that would sort of say that it was not a christian v. muslim sort of thing. and i guess, i didn't really have an arguement from there forth. that's all i really cared about. well ... that's not true. but it will do.

i mean, i don't want anyone to fucking represent me. i don't want to be defended. and i don't want to feel like what i feel on a day to day basis is dependant upon the suffering of others. and that fucking matters.

and i looked at both the primaries and the seconds, and i saw bullshit. i saw that we had all christians on one said, and muslims on the other. and i felt sick. but those fucks said the right thing.

and other than that, people fucking die -- and countries fucking take over other countries. and you know what? the motives usually encircle money.

BANG!!! there's the suprise. did you see it? yeah. that's because it wasn't there.

so why so violent with the engies? that's because what i saw before the attack on this mosque today was the same that i had seen leading up to this crusade.

i was convinced. i thought that they wouldn't attack the mosque. i was thinking that it just wouldn't happen. he could stay in there, and everyone would be cool.

you know, because we weren't fucking romans. defending the name of the empire wasn't of the utmost importance. but you know what? i was fucking wrong. i mean, after all, i love boxing. and that's they way it goes.

we said over and over again, that we would respect the holiness of the site, even if we did not respect the holiness of the cleric.

i mean, really, when the fuck isn't believing in god going to be enough? what the fuck? who the fuck cares about what you believe? i don't ... that's for sure. i really the fuck don't.

and what the fuck did we do? we attacked it. for my freedom. you know what, i never asked that saddam hussien not fucking cut off my arm. i didn't care.

and this is not some pro-islam bullshit. they are just as stupid. let us not forget that this whole retarded chapter started with those fucking bastards and their stupid fucking vengance. and i thought that dubya was the one from texas.

but i guess that i am just narrow minded. yep, people everywhere are that fucking low. what the fuck ever?

yeah.

planes go bang ...

i don't really have a lot to say about this. i am sure that the over-sensitive ones will say that this is almost equal to the sept. 11 attacks. and to that, i can only say either "who gives a fuck?" or "no."

this is pretty minor. i do think that it would help if people recognized that this is most likely a political statement made about some of russia's political behavior -- the article hints about the civil war and other terrorist shit. but i don't really care enough about russia to pay attention to that kind of thing.

but that clearly reminds me, at least, of what the united states has been doing to deserve what happened on sept. 11. but that, of course, calls on people recognizing fault in themselves and the american public policy -- which i don't think is too likely to happen in this country.

sometimes, life is just to simple for people to grasp. and that's too bad.

i have fears over this though.

the worst thing that could happen in the current paradigm would be to have russia dragged into anything -- either with us or against us. obviously, as an american, i fear china more as a power. but russia is the one with all the nuclear weapons. and that could really suck.

rebels could take the weapons. russia could end up using them. and worst of all, we could end up coming to blows with russia -- in which the "victory" of the cold war seems totally and completely irrelavant. and that really sucks.

but like i said, i don't really give a fuck about russia. i guess i grew up in the height of the cold war. well ... that may not be true. but i grew up with regan as president. and that was its own way of propaganda and brainwashing. but needless to say, i too hate the russians.

in the olympics, for example, i often see them as the bad guys, but yet i feel some sort of sympathy for the nations that used to be part of the soviet bloc. and don't even get me started on how i feel about this iraq bullshit.

though, for a taste, i don't like soccer. but i always like to see the underdog come through. it just makes me wonder if anything is rigged. it always seems like sports have a way of coming through in the clutch when it comes to creating story lines -- even though iraq lost today.

no, my big fear has a lot more to do with bush and his posse of evil fucks. obviously, bush is going to want to play this up as a "terrorist" attack. and i guess i am not going to say it's not, as long as no one else pretends that the united states' military actions are also terrorism.

but bush is going to use this to his political advantage. he will try and say that this is proof that the whole world is still caught up in the "war on terror," and that we are a long way from the end. i could be wrong, but i see it coming.

and of course, i have a low enough opinion of the general public that they might actually think of that bitch as a wartime president, instead of the tyrant that he clearly is. or some, the really stupid ones, might argue that it is not wise to change leaders when we are in a time of grave decision making.

anyway, i am going to get back to watching this thing on jack johnson. so ... good night.

big suprise

i mean really, how stupid do they think this cat is? if he shows up to the peace meeting thing, he dies. and if that is not true, he would be stupid if he didn't at least think it was true.

first off, it's really disrespectful for the united states to be at war during the olympic games. don't we remember the 1980 olympics? isn't this the exact reason we didn't show up?

but it's a lot deeper than that.

this is just further proof that the united states has no interest in democracy in iraq anyway. democracy would mean letting the people have the government they would choose. if the motives of our government were even remotely pure, we would have pulled out as soon as sadam hussien was caught. after all, he was the problem.

but alas, he has only made more problems, one being a certain cleric ... who represents more of the nation than any one american ever could. and how many people will die? how many religiously important sites will be destroyed before he is finally caught? and then what is left? the image of the martyr?

sooner or later, americans are going to have to understand that there is more to freedom than can be locked into democracy. if no one wants to be part of a democracy, than how can a democracy even be democratic?

this is something that safa pointed out to me years and years ago. if people want to have a religion rule their life (as some people's religions would demand), than to enforce anything to the contrary is a violation of rights.

i guess that's my way of saying that if the people of iraq were allowed to choose thier leader and the direction of the blossoming nation, they may choose this man, and they may choose a theocratic regime. and that's just the way it would have to work.

but of course, that is just not acceptable to the united states. after all, no matter if the war is about religion or other geopolitical motives, it is not about the rights of the iraqi people nor about the spreading of democracy. and there should be no mistake made about it.

when it comes down to it, we did not invest the money into this little venture that we did if we are not going to end up with a firm grasp on the new land.

war ... good god ... what is it good for?

i guess i haven't changed a lot over the years. i still find this bull shit to be just that. it pains my heart, time and time again, feeling this constant feeling of disgust for my fellow men. seriously, get the fuck out of iraq already.

i can't say it enough, there is no sense to trying to spread democracy. i am not convinced of democracy myself. but i am convinced that leading others to your way of life neither helps you or them. so fuck helping people. and fuck you for helping ... sort of.

i mean, throw out your stupid fucking dogmatic bull shit about the way the world 'should' work. there is no plan. there is no one that cares. there is no right way. there is nothing that you can do to make the world better. and god doesn't love anyone. sorry. but get the fuck out of your fantasy world, especially if you are our president.

not that i have the right to be talking about other people and their delusional worlds, i know. but how hard is it to let people live thier own lives. and don't give me that usama bin laden shit either. we all know that if this country was not as fucked up as it is, we wouldn't have any problems with usama.

it's a stupid thought really. people should know that it really comes down to two things. this nation is the temporary whore of the upper one percent. and they see the holy land as being something. i haven't really determined if it is a geopolitical thing, or if it's a religious thing. but who the fuck cares anyway. besides, i am sure it's a mix of the two. the other thing, of course, is our relationship with israel.

now i don't want to go on about that right now. i will say that if i was president for 9/11, i would have done two things. i would have found out how much saudi arabia had to do with the whole thing, and i would have pulled support for israel. i know it sounds mean. but that fat fuck is a criminal, and i don't know what business it is of ours anyway. i mean, i could care less who lives there, but i would tend to give the land to the ones who have lived there continuously for longer. and that's not the israelites.

i am a little sick of this shit, though. how many americans are trying to take out this cleric? and what kind of message does this send about america? and what the fuck ever happened to dubya saying that he did not believe in nation building? and who the fuck do i expect to answer any of these stupid fucking questions?

anyway. i can just pay attention to sports right?